February 2012
The more I post about how I feel on here, the more...
Tumblrs changed.
I feel disregarded.
It’s not okay. I don’t know if I can do this. I’m happy but I’m still worried inside. It hurts to see and deal with certain things. I really don’t know what to do.
It doesn't feel right.
Tired
Of it all. There’s really no escape and when you need someone, really need someone no one can reply and talk to you. It’s really sad knowing you’re all alone even when you have everything. All because the one person you want to care, doesn’t.
When you need someone, no one is there.
At the end of it I'm just not good enough. No...
I am beyond disappointed :/.
Damn.
A sonnet.
I dropped a shiny penny in a well,
It sparkled as it sank, I saw it gleam,
A penny made for wishing, I could tell,
I don’t believe in wishing, but I dream.
I closed my eyes, and then I prayed for you
I mean, for someone nice, whom I might meet
A whispered little prayer that might come true,
I didn’t yell it out, I was discreet.
I walked away, and that’s the day we met,...
I wrote you a Sonnet.
I think you’re flawless.
Yes it’s true.
You may look a hot mess.
But for you my feelings grew.
I’m enchanted by your beauty.
Perfect you may not be.
I want you to be my cutie
Give me a chance & see what I see.
Your eyes are rare.
Your smile makes me believe.
Your skins soft and fair.
Your love is all I want to receive.
I think of you often.
My life without...
My attitudes a virgin, I don't give a fuck.
She wants to be friends when I can't be. How do...
I can’t do it. She gets mad at me. I know how much she wants me in her life, I know how calm she felt with me on the phone, I know how she still cares and I know how she still wants me there. This is something I can’t do. I feel it’s emasculating. I need help with this one.
I check my phone repeatedly throughout the night...
I LIED. I FUCKING MISS YOU.
I am sitting at Starbucks.
It’s not so bad, the whole being single. I miss her. A lot. The thought of her being with someone still churns my stomach but knowing that I did all I could to save “us” gives me some peace. I think less and less of her and I dont know if its good or bad. Life is moving on and I hope she’s doing okay. I feel like I have no one to share my thoughts and day with, it kinda...
I am exhausted.
I’ve been exhausting myself so I can not think of you. I sleep around 2 wake up around 4:30 do some work, go to the gym, work, finish hw, just things to keep me busy. It’s seriously taking its toll. I feel so drained an my health isn’t perfect. It sucks but it’s better than me sulking over you.
I'm just done dealing with everything. I've tried...
We broke up so you could go back to the guy that...
I swear you're perfect to me :)
